Finding Joy

Hi! I don't have a fiction or even nonfiction story for you this week. (Two weeks in a row '''=D)

So instead, allow me to share with you some recent introspection:

 

A new lesson - no... A new introspection I have come across is the namesake of this entry: What gives me joy? What do I enjoy...?

There's videogames and anime. Even working on videogames being part of my career (streaming and twitch youtube)... Thinking on it there's also writing... Cleansing raises my vibration... That's more grooming/self care than an activity I would do in my free time...

For years I focused on just survival. Make it day by day. "Just get through today"... And when I got to a place where I could find my joy, I had to heal from my previous chapter before I could even get there...

Though that's a tangent (and maybe a story for another day)... I forgot how to have fun... Or rather, I never had fun intentionally... I would simply be moved by the breeze of life into situations in which I'd have fun... Though thinking of it again, I did have fun intentionally. Just by myself...

Ah... Finding joy with yourself, within yourself, allows joy to come to you externally...